La La Land

Every time I ask my "try-hard-to-be-american but is clearly fresh off the boat Asian" dad for 50 bucks I get the same boring, waste of time lectures,

"Geeez Ella what have you become"
"You are such in a la la land"
"Kids here are working 2-3 jobs and what are you doing with your life"
"You are just having fun"
"So this is what Islam has done to you?"

Woah. woah. woah. Hold up.
So asking my dad who is comfortably working and enjoying his life in America for some money is a really big deal?
I live in a country that is 4 times less in salary/currency/cost of living than you American dream and I am the enemy. Oh alright, congratufuckinglations to all you Jews.
Islam is always the enemy right?
This has nothing to do with religion, this is just a situation of money, and that's all you fools care about, your precious little USD.

You think I'm living in a La La Land because I am 21 years old and sometimes need help from my parents. Oh, someone arrest me already.
Stop thinking so negative about your own daughter.
I'm not the same like your eastern european gold diggers that have cheat you for money. I am your own daughter.
I will give you love and attention no matter what.
It doesn't matter if you send me $50 or $5,000....
I won't runaway from you.
I'm not here to cheat you.
I'm here to be your daughter.
To be your family.

But you are too busy. America is the fucking la la land. All you care about is money, sex, and fun. All the vices are present in the beautifully artificial country of America.
Seriously, you can't help me out with $50 but you can afford nice hotels and play golf whenever you want. You can travel anytime you want, play golf anywhere you want. YOU PLAY GOLF!
Now you are in the la la land. With your candy dicks and sweet pussy. The pills, drinks, and oh yes, golf! Seriously?
Drive uber so you can play golf?
Oh father, I am sorry that America has mutated you into this.
I really pray Allah has mercy on you.
I hope you find the reason why you are alive today.
Not because of money.
Not because of America.
Not because you stand by yourself.
But because of your Creator.
Only Him alone. Nothing else. No one else.
Now if you understand this, then you understand Islam's essentials.

One day you will see the la la land that you have been wasting your time in,
the la la land that you will never achieve,
the American dream that will only remain a dream.
Take care.
I promise to try my best to help you wake up.
And I promise to try my best to not let your la la land destroy my principles and my life.